

Pale OneYou're the quiet one in the corner though you're screaming deep inside You're the one begging to be out while wanting nothing but to hidePale One
You're the pale one in the mirror looking out from dark, puffy eyes trying so hard to conceal the pain while it eats you away inside
Art is your only true love, the pen is your only friend, and you feel it's only yourself on which you can depend
Pushed too far to want to come close, too beaten down to want to rise, yet only wishing for someone to hold you and wipe the tears from your eyes &nb


Walking up un-even stairs... and heavy shackles cut deeper into my skin, as I walk up these un-even stairs naked and broken, unprotected from the cold. I take the sacrificing steps, leading to the door I no longer wish to open. The screaming, shouting and crying echo in my head, desperate to find a way out. My tired legs give way for the crushing weight of past, as I fall on hands and knees. Hands bruised, knees bleeding, I try to catch the breath fleeing my sleeping lungs. Unable to remember where the stairs started, I turn my head to look as they fade into the thick darkness. My ghosts of affliction following right behind me, just as they've always done, coveWalking up un-even stairs


If you were hereHaven't seen you in a while Not since it was too late Not since the day I saw a truthIf you were here
It wouldn't be dark It wouldn't rain If you were here
Haven't talked to you in a while Not since we thought we'd meet again Not since the day I couldn't believe
We would talk You would tell me If you were here
Wish I knew your side of it all About the day we fell About the day we were robbed
You'd be there I'd walk... with you If you were here
Can't remember your face anymore The only thing I didn't want
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E E R I T R O C I T E . C O M
You have some good taste in music yourself.
Hey... you are a gonzales with an "s" too! Cool.
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-adrian-
Make no small plans, for they have no magic to stir men's blood.
What you know you can't explain, but you feel it. You've felt it your entire deviant life, that there's something wrong with the story. You don't know what it is, but it's there, like a splinter in your mind, driving you mad.
You take the blue pill, the story ends. Your browser closes and you believe whatever you want to believe. You take the red pill, you stay in wonderland. And, I show you how deep the rabbit hole goes.
I offer only the truth, nothing more.
Take: The Red Pill
Take: The Blue Pill
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The Angry Deviant
Random Deviant
Thank you for the support, and sorry for not answering you sooner. It's been a very hectic couple of month with all the exams and lectures.
I'm glad you like the new picture I use for my poetry, I'm quite happy with the way it turned out.
Joseph Gonzales
.. is Deviously Deviant
.. is a deviant since Jul 14, 2002
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almost there!
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close my eyes.. pull my heartstrings..
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close my eyes.. pull my heartstrings..
It's been a while without hearing from you, so I thought I'd stop by and say hi. I hope you've had a good time during the holidays.
Have a great YEAR 2003, my friend.
I hope I'll see you soon.
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